Monsters

There are monsters in my head
They won't let me go to bed
Tonight I'll stay wide awake
'Cause sleep makes my hands shake
My life flashes in my dreams
These nightmares call for screams
Falling in the deepest trench
Their thirst my tears quench
Something one of them uttered 

Oh no my brain they murdered
Its red that now surrounds
My wounds screaming without sounds

They say I'm quiet, I do not speak
I do not let the weapons leak
Brainless voiceless friendless heap
What I sow, did I reap?

Shut in, shut out, shut inside out
Insecure immature pestering lout
Seeing the scars they're terrified
What if I open my soul wide?

Broken, shattered, stitched and stuck
Hope, my friend, the deuce suck
In my hands are blades that sink
The bites in my flesh don't make me blink
Kidnapped I still try to whisper
But none out there can decipher
My own hands they did hire
To set myself on fire
What's left is a little blood
And in my eyes a flood
This situation is becoming dire
Please save me before I tire.